Turns out I am not actually addicted to the Geodon. What’s happening is that I’m getting serotonin rebound syndrome as the medication starts wearing off. Easy solution: smaller dose three times a day, with a goal of reducing it to a total of 40mg a day instead of 80. It should be pretty painless, and I won’t have to start playing Medication Roulette again to find something new. Whew! I am so, so relieved.