Well, except for a one-hour nap about 1pm I haven’t slept in 32 hours. I am fairly functional; not clear-headed enough to go driving on the interstate or anything, but I’ve gotten a shitload of items crossed off on my to-do list. I’m hoping I sleep tonight. I may have to take a couple of Klonopin to make that happen. I have to be up at 6am so I’ll probably take the meds about 9:30 and hope for an early night.
Mood: I feel fairly normal, and no one seems to be thinking I’m acting oddly so we’ll call that a win.
Hallucinations: Little minor things, like spiders that disappear when I blink. (And they really are spiders, not floaters. I know the difference, and spiders have always been a common hallucination for me.) But nothing intense, which is surprising given how long I’ve been awake.
Paranoia, disorganized thinking, delusions: none that I’m aware of.
Concentration: a bit fuzzy. I wouldn’t want to operate heavy machinery or sharp knives right now. I am also feeling the passage of time rather oddly. I seem to have slowed down compared to my usual self. Like, this would normally be a 10-minute post to write but it’s taking me half an hour.
Appetite: I haven’t wanted junk food today. Just protein. Could be related to lack of sleep, though. I always eat strange with no sleep. Although I’d be delighted if I continue to not want junk food. That would be amazing.
Sex drive: Present but not annoyingly so.
Other side effects: a little GI upset. Nothing bad.
I’m going to go eat something. Maybe some boiled eggs. Like I said, I’m craving protein.