I thought my BFF was gone forever but I sent her an email a few minutes ago telling her I miss her because I can’t sleep and I was thinking about her, and I didn’t expect to get a reply but she replied immediately and I think she misses me too and we’re going to get together soonish and I am so happy I’m crying. I don’t know if she’ll want to be friends anymore but at least we can talk about it and maybe work things out because she’s one of my favorite people in the whole world and I miss her so much it hurts. So, fingers crossed. And toes. And everything else crossable.